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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Passion through the Cracks

To all who know me, you know that passion is a big part of who I have been and who I am today. Now my passion for putting things on paper (in theory) has lead me to blog. I would never have succumbed to such an idea in the past because of my dislike of Journal keeping, what some might consider a 'Diary'. I must admit that my inspiration has come from many sources, books, television and my secret ambition to become author to a stimulating book 'Women - A man's guide'. In which, we women breakdown the simple complexities of understanding a woman. Though in time maybe, but for now I look forward to the much more simply things in my life. My family (mostly my son), the very few I can call friends and keeping a relationship with the enemy (man - just kidding guys).

Today, I awoke in perfect bliss, ready to take on the day, as I have my love back in my life and things are starting to look up. True to the words of form, after extreme happiness, sadness soon follows. As I am not a believer in such superstition, to my intrigue, the statement held true. Discovering a past secret from another, led me down the road of doubt and utter bewilderment where for a few hours I was unable to separate fact from fiction, as they were as combined as a properly complied sentence. Some may say lies sometimes shield the true, which I must admit is correct in the moment. Though I believe, the truth or silence is better served uncharted, therefore either you know or you are not told. A lie, breaks hearts, ruptures souls and allow for out of character behavior that just may produce more hurt. Think of the consequence before you begin to speak not just for you but for the other person.

Before the day ends however, I will have to distinguish between the two and hopeful make an informed decision about how I am to proceed in the coming days. What should I do?